emiielish

Its been a while since i wrote anything here..I just didnt feel for uppdating anything new here. 

Well..life has been hell of a roller-coster. No need to get in details but the way life is..i feel very blessed the way life is right now. 

Mostly im at my work, yeah! i know its summer and i should be out having fun. But i feel obssesed with my work(money). The only thing i keep telling myself is that Spain is waiting for me (my vecation). 

 

Right now i feel so lost in my own toughts..i wish i could talk to myself in mirror and get some answers. I wanna be mad and scream out, but..one thing i know is that ''never speak when you are mad'' cause later on we regret our language, behaviour, actions etc. 

 

I know that people love to write diaries and go thru them after years..But i dont think that its my thing..Sometimes i dont even wanna remember how things have been..think about memories. (i know i sound so so sooo stupid)

 

You might be asking yourself that why do i share things here? Well its cause i dont wanna call anyone and annoy them with my drama..so rather explode my toughts and feelings here..

p.s i read The Fault In Our Stars..and i did not like it!! BUT i still wanna watch the movie.

Okay..now im bored..Alvida!